So let it be.

Ya Allah, forgive me for my past.
Forgive me for the sins that I've made.
Forgive me for not being a good muslim.
Forgive me for missing or even cheating
solat ya Allah. Please forgive me.
Forgive me if I have hurt people directly
or indirectly, physically or mentally.
Forgive me for everything ya Allah.

What will my life be like in 5 years time?
One thing I know for sure, I will take care of
my parents. Eventhough I have someone in
mind right now, if she's not my jodoh, or I am
destined to not have a partner, I don't mind
ya Allah. As long as I am stable and capable
to take care of my parents like how they did
when I was a baby until now. I'm grateful to
have such wonderful parents. Please ya Allah,
let me grow old with them. If possible,
let them see me get married and hold my first child in their hands. Insyallah, amin.