Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Not giving up this silent battle.

Even with messy/masai hair,
she's comel and beautiful still.
Even though I was like shit just now,
her smile, her voice made my day.
Just the sight of her made my heart
beat a little faster. Sigh why you so comel.

How do I do this? Even when I go out
with a girl, I still think about her.
I wanna text her like almost every hour.
But nah, I opened whatsapp and just
look at our convo instead. Sighhhh.
I know she's got someone and maybe if
she start posting photos or statuses
of/for the guy, I might just stop liking her.
But then again..

Ya Allah, can you double check if she's
really not the one? If she's not, why do
I feel this way still? I want someone like
her, carbon copy if possible. HER if possible.
I'm not asking much. Just the one for me.
Please ya Allah, you know how I feel.
Her name is always in my mind and prayers.

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