Song that describes me now.

I’ve never felt the low that I feel tonight.
Your words made everything drag on and on.
I finally found her, and when I did I just couldn’t
make things right. Is this really happening?
Oh God I think I just ruined my life.

What the fak am I doing?
I can’t tell the difference from wrong and right.
I second guess my decisions.
Cause I haven’t been this person
in my whole life.
I think I need something new here.
When I keep longing for what I had.
No need for second opinions.
I do the best I can to ruin what I have.

Don’t think you’ve got it going alone here.
I’ve got nothing left to hide.
You've got time, just make up your mind.

ADTR - Out Of Time