Maybe I should stop?

Sometimes, the smallest things takes up the

most room in your heart. In my case, it's her.

I have feelings for her still eventhough I know

I can't be anything more than just her close 

friend. That's alright. If that's the only way that

I can be close to her, then let it be. She has a 

guy now. May they work things out and 

eventually be together. But the guy is like so 

stupid. How can you not treasure and neglect

a cute and beautiful girl like her? Ungrateful.

I would do anything to get to be with her.

If you ask who am I going to marry(for now),

I'll definitely say it's her. For sure.

But nah, we are already close as friends.

I have nothing to confess anymore. Nothing

has changed from the confession. I like her

still. I think it's love? But I'm not sure.

It sucks to look in the mirror and feel so down

looking at your face and physical self. I'm not

tall, face full with scars and pimples. Ya Allah,

will I ever be with someone who will love me

as much as I love her? For now, it's impossible

because it's her. That is that. Let it be.

Like I said, this is my beautiful secret. 

A dream )':