So let it be.

2011-01-24T19:31:00.003+08:00

There is time for you to have fun. Now's your time to suffer.

2010-10-07T19:38:00.002+08:00

2010-09-11T00:22:00.006+08:00

I, Muhammad Farhan from Tanah Merah Green( :D ) ingin mengucapkan
Selamat Hari Raya kepada semua umat Islam di muka bumi dan juga di
bawah tanah. Have fun yawll. MUAAAHH.♥

2010-08-04T03:36:00.002+08:00

2010-01-22T16:59:00.003+08:00

How does it feel to be on the receiving end?
I'll fantasize being a manic leaving us behind.
In your eyes, you were the one that tried.

This night will swell with us.
Feast your eyes.

2009-12-27T17:37:00.000+08:00

WAH GOT DUST ALREADDDYYY.

2009-11-08T12:32:00.001+08:00

Wednesday's the big day.
I hope I pass. I know I can pass.
Insyaallah.(:

2009-09-27T23:38:00.003+08:00

You know that I could use somebody.

Someone like you.

2009-09-14T00:27:00.003+08:00

I really really miss you baby.): I know we'll meet again soon.
But there's so much fatal accidents these days.
Mum & dad's having second thoughts of me taking
bike license again. They want me to take class 3 instead.
But Imma driver lei. Free class 3 & 4 when ORD.
But nvm, as soon as the revocation date's over, I'm going to
take class 3 private first. Then 2B again. Yeayy.
And am excited for the driving course on the 30th. Woo.
Hope everything will go smoothly. Mudah mudahan, insya'allah.(:

2009-09-12T19:02:00.003+08:00

What's wrong with blogger?
I can't upload my photos. Damn it, never mind.

I can't wait for 30th to come.
And May2010! I know I'll see you
again Hondy. I know we will be together again!(:

2009-09-04T02:04:00.002+08:00

Eight more months.)': Sigh. I will not give up.
I know you're waiting for me. I'm waiting for that glory day to
re-live again. Ya Allah, I know this is my own mistake. I never blame
you for anything. Please make the process smooth for me when the time comes.
I'm being very patient now. I know you know how I feel when I see them on the road.
It really hurts inside. No one knows. It's getting harder to pretend.
But I'm trying my best and always will. Everyday I pray for the best.
And I hope everything will be just like before.
Insyaallah.(:

Alamak heart-shaped paragraph tak menjadi. Heh, sempat. ^^

2009-08-11T22:29:00.003+08:00

I know you can't give me what I need.
And even though you mean so much to me,
I can't wait for everything..

Is this really happening?
I swear I'll never be happy again.
And don't you dare say we can just be friends.
I'm not some boy that you can sway.
But we knew it will happen eventually.

A Day To Remember - If It Means Alot To You

2009-07-17T19:28:00.002+08:00

Oh how I've waited for this day to come.
There's just something about you that rubs me wrong.
You're not worth my attention. If you could spare me the

time, stop using me as your next misconception. It won't be
long before this shit end, you're nothing more than a passing trend.
I draw the line at being in your life. I'll cast out problems aside.
Cheers to your future. May they bury you alive.
And yeah, your life's still a contradiction.

2009-07-11T13:41:00.001+08:00

So now you know exactly what
it feels like to be an obstacle in my way.
You won't remain and you will regret.

2009-07-04T11:49:00.003+08:00

Firstly I would like to say, F♥CK YOU.
Second, DAMN YOU.
And lastly, SCREW YOU.

Okay bye miangmofo. Haha.

That was fun. Let's never do that again.

2009-06-23T23:11:00.001+08:00

Maybe young heart beats too fast.
Some may stay like it's glued,
some don't even last.

2009-06-21T05:15:00.003+08:00

What is actually happening in a girl's mind?
I mean how they think or what are they thinking?
I can't help but get curious over this issues.
They're so confusing. They can't get over this,
over that, can't choose this or that, want this or that.
In love with this, but holding hands with that.
Crying over this today, the next day enjoying with that.
I know guys can be a pain in the ass sometimes,
and girls, definitely can too. And for that, I declare that..

..I'm lost. And yeah, now I'm speechless.
I'm sorry.

2009-06-20T10:34:00.004+08:00

It won't be yesterday when, before the day of collapsing,
I'll stand through all these lines just to make it back to you.
Can you help me every step of the way?
We can bury the battle and bury the cause.
And then I'll be the eyes behind your back.

2009-06-19T17:40:00.003+08:00

Say whaaaaaat?! Wooohooo!
Words can't describe how I feel mangs.
Kay bye. Haha.

2009-06-15T17:25:00.002+08:00

YOU F♥CKING WANKER.
KNOW YOUR F♥CKING ROOTS UH.
GO GET A LIFE OF IF YOU DON'T HAVE ONE,
MAKE ONE YOU CHICKENSHIT!

2009-06-09T15:45:00.003+08:00

POP OHH!!
Finally! After three months and two weeks
of suffering(no la), and now I'm done! Woohoo!
It was awesome. I'm very happy and of course
a little sad leaving my platoon mates. Some of us
cried. Emotional day yo. But it's alright. Maybe
some of us will get posted to the same unit, hopefully.
AND, we can always meet outside. I miss them already.
United we stand, divided we fall.

We shall meet again, brothers.(:

2009-05-31T03:55:00.002+08:00

Hey Cinderella, go find yourself a fella.
You're on the clock, b*tch.
And midnight is coming.

2009-05-24T03:54:00.003+08:00

I have nothing to blog about.
I just wanna say that I miss you.
That's all. Goodnight.

2009-05-17T14:15:00.003+08:00

Don't they look the identical? Seriously.
On the left's Aisyah and the right one's Yana.
They're not related. Cool uh.
Both pretty(Yana diam). Haha. -.-

Okay you know I'm bored. Heh.
Booking in at 5.30. Haiya.
I wanna watch tv now. Bye yo.
See you next week.(:

2009-05-15T23:39:00.003+08:00

Now you wish that you met someone.

Now you wish that you meant something to somebody else.

And now you wish that you meant at least, something.

Oh by the way MINAH, my kening's natural okay. Hahaha.
Bye.

2009-05-11T04:30:00.011+08:00

Saap, rambut semi flat top woo. Haha.

Happy Mother's Day, mama. I love you so much.♥

There's nothing in this world that can replace you. You are my everything.
Even when you scold me, I know it's for my own good.
You always make me feel better when I'm sad, down or failed in something.
I know I was not a good son. I realized. I changed my ways because of you.
I don't want to see you sad ever again. I never cried when I asked for
forgiveness during Hari Raya, not until I grew older and wiser.
I know my mistakes and wrong doings. Every night before I sleep,
I pray for the both of you. Every night. One day, we shall go umrah and Haji together.
I really want to go there with both of you. We will. Insya'allah.(:

Ya Allah, panjangkan lah umur kedua ibu bapaku. Sihatkan lah badan
mereka. Jauhkanlah mereka dari kemalangan dan benda buruk. Ampunkanlah
segala dosa-dosa mereka. Berikanlah mereka rezeki. Kasilah mereka hidup dengan
senang dan sempurna. Amin.

I love you so much mama & ayah.♥
Always and forever.(:

2009-05-03T14:11:00.004+08:00

One more month ohh! Oh yeahh.
I can't wait for that freaking day.
Field camp's over. six days in the jungle.
Imagine this, I shit only once.
And if you're a smoker, IMAGINE this,
I get to smoke two times in six days.
Thank god it's over. Pheew.
I'm happy and kinda sad right now.
Happy because BMT's going to end soon.
And sad because I just got revoked.
That means no more bike.):
But it's alright. It's just temporary.
Next year, car baby, car! Woo!
For the time being, go public yo.
Better, great views, if you know what I mean.
Heh heh. Okay I gotta go. Few more hours and
*POOF!* I'll be in tekong. Haha.
Take care civilians. HAAA. BYE.

Where's your sense of warmth?

2009-04-19T15:07:00.003+08:00

I'm gonna continue study after NS. I need my education.
I don't want to be like you. I don't want to save the nation.
Study, relax and live my life. Everyday's a celebration.
Well not everyday, but at least, have a life.
Goodbye. See you next two weeks.

2009-04-12T15:27:00.004+08:00

Go watch this movie. I rate it 4/5, because the
ending is simply stupid. I think the director's out of ideas.
Like no link got aliens. Kay sorry. Haha.
But beginning and middle part's awesome.
Go watch okay. Few more hours to book in.
Byebye everyone. I love you all. HAAAA.

2009-04-10T17:24:00.001+08:00

If you wanted to, could your heart be true?
If you wanted to, could you not want
anyone else's world?

2009-04-04T05:37:00.002+08:00

MOHAWK!

2009-04-04T05:37:00.001+08:00

MOHAWK!

2009-03-09T04:43:00.003+08:00

Pohkehwak. Three more f♥cking days.
I'm gonna be a man soon. Yeah, rrright.
I'm so stress right now. I think that's
why I'm moody these days. Haiya.
Alaa 2 years onlyy. Chill. Haha.
After that, LONG HAIR BABY! WOO!

Patience.

2009-03-05T08:38:00.002+08:00

We'd pray to find our place. Take flight to eastern skies.
And when the wind change, we'll be blown back here.
Bitter and betrayed, broken but never disbanded.
We gave it our all.
I was jaded then, maybe I still am, but will push on.
Missing but mended, some hearts never break.
The things inside us all, found only to be stronger than before.

Never fearful, and always hopeful.

2009-03-04T04:37:00.012+08:00

Can you handle me baby? Haha. I love this.
I saw a girl with this tattoo on her arm.
Well, not exactly the same. But I think my drawing's nicer.
Hahaha. Woo I'm a proud *&&%$#@!
She's so cute! I mean the drawing. ^^
-

You wouldn't know love if it crushed your f♥cking heart.
You are everything that's wrong with me.
You are everything that I despise.
You are everything I dreamed would die.
You are everything that fades away and slowly dies.

Well, I guess cupid never found his mark.

2009-02-25T08:13:00.008+08:00

Tell me since when my name is MUHAMAD FAIRHAN?
Alamak. It's MUHAMMAD FARHAN okay.
But to think of it, it's cool if my name's
Fairhan. Not common. Cool right. I knoww.
Haha but I'm grateful. So, I forgive that stupid guy.
Okay no link. Haha. Bye yo.

This is not cataclysmic.

2009-02-24T02:49:00.002+08:00

You'll pay for your mistakes.
You'll get what you deserve.
Sinking, always sinking.

Thrive in your emptiness.
There's no hope for the weak.

2009-02-23T03:32:00.004+08:00

How awesome is that?

I'm just so freaking down.
So many things to do/fix, so little time. Sigh.
I'll get you fix by end of this month, baby.
I promise.(:

And oh, I miss you too. Haha.

2009-02-20T03:27:00.004+08:00

I don't know what's happening to me.
I always do the opposite of what I'm supposed to do.
I hate feeling this way. I feel like a f♥ing dickhead.
Oh and to umm my second cousin(alaa(inside joke)),Yana,
Relax yo. This is all normal. Guys do that. I know, I'm a guy.
Haha. You'll find someone better. Be patient alright? (:
Dah I wanna sleep now. Gotta wake up at 9am sia.

Oh Eh Cik Pon, I wanna see you.
I mean it. Whichever way you choose to appear.
Be it flying above/pass me, sitting on my kitchen
window or whatever. It's alright. I'm ready, I think.
Come on la. But don't follow me around la. Please don't
sit behind while I'm riding. That one, I don't like.
Haha. I'm not scared of you. You're just a creation
of Allah, just like me BUT, I'm religious. HAAAA.
*Insert the stupid cute bunny dancing emoticon*

Bye.

2009-02-19T07:47:00.005+08:00

I think I look good/okay with tattoos and piercings.

But I also think I won't be doing any.
So what's the point of this post?
Basically, nothing.
Bye.

2009-02-17T10:43:00.002+08:00

There's a difference between
giving my all and giving up.
And I haven't done both yet.

We are the angry and desperate.
We are the hungry and the cold.

2009-02-09T07:41:00.004+08:00

What more can I say?
Winston's super cool.
PARKWAY DRIVE'S SUPER AWESOME.

2009-02-06T07:41:00.002+08:00

Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck?
If love is a labor, I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand.

Let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow.
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words.

2009-01-29T00:02:00.002+08:00

I don't know how am I feeling right now.
For now, I'll just have to label it IDK.

2009-01-27T18:39:00.007+08:00

Hahahahahaha. What the hell.
Great friend. Haa.

I think that cockroach in my room died already.
I hate those little black walking XL sunflower seeds.
Haha I'm just trying to make them sound nice. -.-
But now if I see one, I'll try to keep them in a Tupperware.
Cute sia perangai. Hahaha.

Oh and one more thing. How do you describe a feeling
that's so great but you don't know how to describe it?
Hmm goodnight.(:

Does it ring your bell yet?

2009-01-22T12:42:00.005+08:00

I'm trying to take my own advice, that things will change.
But whom am I kidding? I'm afraid that things will change.
Oh well.

2009-01-19T04:16:00.003+08:00

I trust in Allah for life to live, and air to breath.
Purity fills my lungs. I no longer live in solitude.
No longer bound. My heart beats with great devotion.
This is the start to a new beginning.
On my knees praying for mercy.
Hands raised high, humble and broken.
Wanting your grace and security.

Soon I would end this life I was living.
I am just a boy with a heart and sinful hands.
I've done so many things that I shouldn't.
I am a fallen victim. Show me the way.
I trust in you, Allah.

2009-01-17T13:26:00.004+08:00

I L♥VE WPLM.

I seriously don't know what's happening.
Or what's going to happen next.
Whatever it is, I'm going to make it through.
Don't ever tell me what to do.

I live my life my way.
You live your life your way.

2009-01-15T12:15:00.003+08:00

I'm so bored.
Everyday do the same thing.
Well, not everyday la.
But haiya, I don't even know
what to post about. Damn it.

When all we are has turned to dust.
When all we are has ceased to exist.
Just remember, we wanted it this way.
Remembering Farhan Jer.

2009-01-13T03:27:00.002+08:00

There is no forgetting this.
There is no forgetting what you did to me.
I'm ready to unleash such terrible, horrible things.
If you think that only in my dreams I'll inflict this much harm,
just wait until the night when I have you in my arms.
THEN YOU WILL KNOW WHAT MY DREAMS ARE MADE OF.

Goodnight, my dear.
-Killwithneydead.

2009-01-11T08:04:00.009+08:00

So tired. T I R E D.

Dad. Fines. Bike parts. Money.
Cigarettes. Prepaid. Army. LIFE.

YOU, I don't even know what's going to happen next.

Sick of this. I'm really f♥cking tired.
If it's not a sin, I will probably be on the
ground floor in a pool of blood long time ago.
That's how violent my f♥cking mind can think.

2009-01-10T00:02:00.002+08:00

So sad. So f♥cking sad.
Goodluck alright. Don't give up.
If there's a will, there's a way. (:

2009-01-09T18:00:00.001+08:00

This sucks.
BIG TIME.

2009-01-06T03:05:00.003+08:00

I didn't know that eating more than one
apple can make you poop, ..a lot~
What the hell. Haha oh and I also didn't
know that a poop is a stupid, fussy, or boring person.
Haha cool. I'm so gonna date that girl.
No link. Muahahaha. -.-
Bye.

The only way is to not give up and try.

2009-01-05T12:43:00.005+08:00

Wow.
I fell sick for two days. I didn't go online.
It took my Saturday, Sunday & today.
But I'm sure I won't let you take my night. Chehh.
And now I feel like I'm missing everyone.
I'm so gonna meet up with them pretty soon.
Bye.

2009-01-04T06:08:00.005+08:00

Thanks everyone for making it happen.(:
Thanks Khairiyah, Kak Ila & Siti for taking
care of my camera. I owe you guys a lot.
Raymond, Epul, Belot, Abg Nor, Akram,
Pa'at, Midget, Ayob & Joanna, TYSM,LYG!
I think I better rest now. Stupid sorethroat.
Stupid cold. Stupid flu. Stupid fever.
You took my Saturday. What the hell.
I guess that's alright. But something's just
so damn confusing and disturbing. Bye.

Oh why does it always have
to be dark when it comes to me?

2008-12-31T04:59:00.004+08:00

I'm gonna miss each and every one of you, Farhans. Haa

And of course, I will always miss you, hair.):
We'll meet again on 12 . 03 . 2011 .

Okay sorry I'm exaggerating.
But I hate NS!

2008-12-30T04:27:00.003+08:00

I swear I'll join them if they were
to set up the gang around this city.
Haha I just love this movie so much.
Next, The Curious Case Of Benjamin Buttons.

Yo chickenshit,
Will you come out to play?

2008-12-26T06:24:00.003+08:00

Running through the monsoon.
Beyond the world, to the end of time.
Where the rain won't hurt.
Fighting the storm, into the blue.
And when I lose myself, I think of you.

2008-12-23T06:40:00.016+08:00

When are we going to hit the stage again?

When are you going to pass me my deck, Pa'at?

When can we be minah tundung again?

When can I work at O'briens again?

When can my hair grow at least to this length?

When can my hair grow to this length?

When can I loose weight?
Or tidy up "my room"?

Last but not least, when can I find love again?

Patience.

2008-12-22T04:06:00.002+08:00

2008-12-19T18:09:00.001+08:00

Busy.
Busy.
Busy.

2008-12-19T18:09:00.000+08:00

Busy.
Busy.
Busy.

2008-12-16T03:35:00.003+08:00

Those glory days. Hahaha.
Kau macam siak ah Dil. Haha.

Okay gotta sleep now.
Job interview later/tomorrow!
Woo! So excited. Okay goodnight.

2008-12-15T11:43:00.004+08:00

Nice or not?
Yes? Well thank you.
No? Go to hell. HAA

F♥cking random.

2008-12-14T04:41:00.002+08:00

If you're gonna be dumb,
please go somewhere else.
If you are already dumb,
then I can't do anything.

Good for you! ^^v

2008-12-13T11:05:00.003+08:00

Internet, MioTV and house phone
was down for two freaking days.
Have to pay $240 fine still.
So no ZO for me this year.
):

On a lighter note, I think I'll be
enlisted in April. WOO!
Check when's yours.
Type REG ENL (IC no.)
And send it to 36767.
Wait, why do I even bother telling you? -.-
BYE.

2008-12-10T06:12:00.000+08:00

F♥ck.
Everything's a mess.
Time to lay low.
Goodluck mofos.

2008-12-10T05:58:00.002+08:00

This isn't over yet.
Something's turning dark inside.
Shake off the dirt.
I'll haunt you down, for sure.

2008-12-04T06:03:00.013+08:00

I think I'm in l♥ve with her.
Let's go take a ride while
we still have time. HEH.

2008-12-03T05:03:00.006+08:00

I'm so proud of this. I love it.
WOO. ^^v

I have a ringing in my head.

And no one can help me answer it.
I'm the evil one who said,
"Gonna let everything just happen".
Wahai *(&$@#!, kau la kegantongan besar
di dalam dunia yang sungguh mulia ini. Dah.

Say whatever you want.
Cause I can laugh it off.

2008-12-02T05:57:00.003+08:00

Okay people.
I'm so happy to share
with you all this great news.
You wanna know what? (:
Do you really wanna know?
Okayokay. Relax, chill yo.

I, Muhammad Farhan, is officially
A T T A C H E D!
*Open bottles and lights up sparklers*

Chehhh no la. No time. Haha

I'm officially
M A L A S / L A Z Y
to go online in msn. :D

2008-12-01T04:40:00.002+08:00

I'm running away.
I'm spinning free.
With a little sweet and simple numbing me.

I hope you stumble, fall and die.
And no, it will not be concerned with me. >:)

2008-11-28T05:17:00.003+08:00

PES A L1.
What the f♥ck is that?
I mean what's the L1 stands for?
Likeable 1? Lickable 1? HAHA

Oh I just hope I will be enlisted
in April or something. Reallyyy.
Because, there's a big event in
Febuary. Please please please
enlist me in April. PLEASE CMPB.
I'll hope and pray hard that I'll get to go
to that event. Aiya.

Oh and congratulations on passing
your TP test, Farid! WOO!

2008-11-27T07:19:00.005+08:00

To my friend, Farid,

Goodluck for your TP test later.
Selamat maju jaya dude libas maut. :D
Selawat lebih, yakin mesti ada.
I really hope you'll pass.
So we can moorvmoorv together ahh!
Okay go.

2008-11-25T06:03:00.006+08:00

Party 'til you pass out.
Drink 'til you're dead.
Dance all night 'til you can't feel your legs.

Smoke every f♥cking day.

2008-11-24T06:00:00.008+08:00

WHAT
THE
F♥CK.

2008-11-22T08:55:00.012+08:00

Sorry. I don't like to show off.

This is for those who likes to actionaction. ^.^..|..

-
Sometimes I feel like a lime,
Like being squeezed into something cool.
Sometimes I feel like I've committed a crime,
Being somewhere that makes me look like a fool.
(I'm just trying to make it rhyme and make this post look long).
HEH okay it's 10.09am and it's time for me to sleep.
Goodmorning.

If I had it my way, I would stab you with
the knife that you left in my back.

2008-11-21T08:20:00.004+08:00

Awaiting for the glory day.
When eastern rebels leads the way,
Nothing can kill the passion and pride
In hearts of the working class knights.

Marten boots and shaven head
Are ready to invade!
The urban street of the Lion City
Will be ruled by strength of our fists.

Tell your heart that you are free
To stand defiant on tyranny.
Into a new freedom, guide you, yes I will.

Keep the faith and let it be.
Believe in you, believe in me.
Until the day we rule the streets, shall we meet!

Haha super random post.
But I miss those glory days/zaman germilang.
I miss Generation 69 & The Maniacs songs.
AHHHH BYE.

2008-11-20T03:02:00.003+08:00

I took a video just now.
At Lembah Bedok.
I don't know what it is.
Tried to upload it here.
But seems like there's a problem.
So click the link below if you want to see it.
BUT, if only you're brave enough.
HERE.

2008-11-20T02:01:00.002+08:00

2008-11-20T02:01:00.000+08:00

2008-11-19T05:13:00.002+08:00

Can someone accompany me watch
Land Of The Dead online?
Haha whaaat?! I know I know.
I just can't la. I'll be a brave hero
when someone watch it with me.
Aiya but I really wanna watch it.
Ahh maybe I'll watch it in the afternoon.
But, I'll be sleeping like a deadbeat zombie.
AHHHHHHHHHHH BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Ada hati nak tengok Flight Of The Dead
when Land Of The Dead pun belum. Sigh.

2008-11-17T02:06:00.005+08:00

I have something to do.
But too bad, as far as I can see,
this good deed lies within the depths of my dream.
I guess some things are better off unsaid.

I need an earthquake.

2008-11-16T04:50:00.002+08:00

I freaking hate cockroaches ah.
One's in my room now.
Playing hide and seek with me.
That clever SOB. Tried to kill it.
But missed. Damn it. And it's the
one that can fly. EEEEEEE.
Geli nak mampos sia.
Wish me luck on this alright.
BYE.

2008-11-15T11:23:00.000+08:00

2008-11-15T08:54:00.003+08:00

I'm getting older each day.
I'm starting to fear for my life.
I'm just afraid. Will I get to repent?
What if I already plan when I want to
repent, but I die before that day?
I don't even want to think about what's
going to happen next. Seriously.
I'm starting to realize what I'm lack of.
I'm just trying to change myself.
Goodmorning.

2008-11-14T07:26:00.004+08:00

WAH.
I haven't even topup my prepaid
and you're asking me pay this?
What the hell aaaaaaaahhhhhh.
FCUK@*&^#LTA@%^.^V87+&%@!

Things just got better and better.

2008-11-14T04:06:00.004+08:00

I'm like a no life flickerlicker.
Facka you ahkong. Haha (Great video).
Okay no link. I really need to find a job.
FAST. But I'm just lazy to find one.
I'm suffering from insomnia. That means
I'm nocturnal. Even if I'm F tired, I can't
sleep. I don't know how to prevent it.
Oh well, if there's a will, there's a way.
Goodnight/morning.

NOW TASTE THE FEAR.

2008-11-12T18:46:00.002+08:00

Monsoon season's really getting on my nerve.
Don't test my patience I tell you.
I'll still play takraw even if it rains. HAA!
Come on ah! COME ON!

2008-11-11T03:00:00.004+08:00

After tengazzilion years of not jogging,
I finally jogged just now. Woo.
Jogged with my cousin
at Bedok Reservoir Park.
My stamina's freaking low.
That's when I realised I've
been smoking too much.
Kept saying "tahan je" to myself.
BUT, surprisingly it didn't affect on my

daily dose of either takraw or skate.
Now be nice and give me a kudo! Haa -.-

I'm tired but not sleepy. I'm going to do my
daily workout later. Crunches and push ups yo.
Try it! It's painfully good. Serious tak bedek.
For now, I think I'm gonna watch Hancock.
Goodmorning.

2008-11-10T00:48:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Ayah!
An akan sentiasa doakan semoga
Allah panjangkan umur, sihatkan badan,
murahkan rezeki dan jauhkan dari perkara
buruk untuk ayah. Amin.
I love you so much.
♥ ♥ ♥

2008-11-08T03:45:00.002+08:00

I wanna go where everyone goes.
I wanna know what everyone knows.
I wanna go where everyone feels the same.
Things have change for me. But that's okay.
I feel the same and I'm on my waaaaaaaay.

2008-11-06T08:09:00.003+08:00

Covno with my father before he went out just now.

F: Boy, I'm going out now. Tell mama later.
Me: Okay, my cigarette left two sticks only.
F: Then? Why?
Me: Oh leave some for me la.
F: Wah don't rembat all my cigarettes ah.
Me: Why would I rembat them? I love them.
F: Ahh very funny. Okay bye.
Me: -.- Okay thankyou, bye.

Thanks. GEREK.

I haven't sleep or take a powernap3000
from yesterday. It's 8.28am now. And I'm
not even sleepy. Maybe I know why.(:
I'll force myself to sleep with BMTH.
Always works. Okay goodmorning.

Deeper, I'm falling.

2008-11-05T05:00:00.006+08:00

If only sorrows could build a staircase, or tears could show the way,
I would find my way and bring happiness back home again.
I would do anything to end what you're going through.
I know it's hard for all of us to rip the pages of yesterday.
And it's not a good thing to live your life in regret.
If you keep up with it, as days turns into weeks, like roses,
we'll eventually fall apart. With no hate left to endure, no nothing,
Don't give up hope my friend,
this is not the end.

2008-11-04T17:52:00.005+08:00

"I miss those days. Sigh."

Oh I watched 50 First Date yesterday.
So good, so good. Ahh. Okay my
brain just died on me. Bye.

Sometimes love isn't about
how much someone suits you.
But it's about how much you're
willing to change to suit them.

2008-11-03T23:51:00.003+08:00

I just have to post this. I had a dream.
The dream was about me losing
four tooth(s). It seems weird.
Very weird. I want to know the meaning.
I decided to ask my mum about it.
I was so down when she told me that
it means one of my close relative's gonna go
far far away. Yes, as in die.):
I'm so scared right now.
But I don't know whether it's true or not.
Let's just hope it's not.

Ya Allah, selamatkan saudara mara ku.
Jauhkanlah mereka dari kemalangan dan sebagainya.
Selamatkanlah mereka dari azap api neraka.
Amin.

2008-11-03T00:06:00.003+08:00

Safe in monotony day after day.
There's so much to dream about.
There must be more to my life.

2008-11-01T06:51:00.004+08:00

Watch what you say.
I am more than what you think.
Your words are empty. Always.
You live your life in the saddest way I've ever seen.
I'm not denying the worth of things unseen.
Don't act like you're part of the next big thing.
You are the main reason I don't believe.
I'm waiting and dying to show them all that
YOU ARE NOTHING.

PS. Stop wasting our freaking time. Please just FO.

2008-10-30T01:10:00.008+08:00

Idon'tknowwhattoblogabout.